I’m Amanda. I am a teenager who had a brother and a dog. I live in the USA. I aspire to be a teacher. I have poor self-esteem. I have fainted at least five times in my short life, once during swim team picture day. I restrict my food intake. I like to read and sing. I have a huge vocabulary. My friends are the best ever!
Why Purple Band Aids?
Purple is my favorite color, and band aids are a sign of healing. I want to think I’m as beautiful as they all say, I want to eat food without thinking. I want the numbers on the scale to no longer intimidate me.
As you can see, I want many things. Can I make them all happen? Who knows? Only I can prevent myself from doing so, and only I can make it happen.
….There are Scars
Hey there! Thanks for visiting my blog. And you can definitely make the changes you are striving for. They take time, but they can be done. I’m certain of it.
I love this blog! ill send u a link to mine!
hey girl – just a thought for ya.
my heart is broken as i read through your posts… i just want you to be free of this burden that so obviously is holding you back. i’ve been there, and i would NEVER go back.
my thought? in your description of yourself, you say you limit your food intake… is that really how you want to describe your identity? i believe you are more than that. i see a girl who is separate from her eating disorder. i see a beautiful life, full of potential. i see strength that you don’t know you have yet. i see a life God wants to use in INCREDIBLE ways.
just my two cents worth. you are a beautiful soul. never forget that.
-rebekah